Showing posts with label naturopathic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label naturopathic. Show all posts

Thursday, June 19, 2014

My On Again Off Again Relationship... With Food

For as long as I can remember I have been a picky eater.  I have gotten a lot better about eating more diverse foods.  Unfortunately, I also have several food intolerances.  About five years ago, I was first tested for food issues.  I was having a lot of trouble with foods, mainly being nauseous every day.  I was living in Boston at the time, and on my way to the work in the morning, on the T, I would be looking for the exits in case I needed to get off to throw up.  I found out that I was severely intolerant to apples.. and at the time I was eating an apple everyday (an apple a day is supposed to keep the doctor away).
 
I have been told by several naturopathic doctors that my food intolerances are related to my MD.  Something about the MD starting as a virus, then your body can't fight it anymore, so it sort of goes behind the scenes and other things (like food issues) show up a lot.  I don't understand kinesiology as much as I wish I did, but my body always seems to respond well to the supplements given to me from the testing.  So I usually believe what they tell me.

Just last week I went to a new kinesiologist and found out that I am having issues with food again. I went back into a small depression about eating.  I went through this before.  I get told all these things I "shouldn't" eat, and at some point it's like... what else is there?  If I didn't have to eat, I probably wouldn't.  Because the truth is, most food makes me feel bad- tired, stomach aches, even stuffy nose and head congestion.  It's more like a chore.

Once again I have to figure out what I can't eat, what I shouldn't eat very often, and what is okay to eat as much as I want.  And then, I have to really pay attention to what I'm eating.  It's exhausting.  My relationship with food is rocky, but I try to eat as well as possible in the hopes that I can feel as good as I can, despite my chronic illness.